STILL NOT BLACK ENOUGH

Paint a shadow on my heart
In shades of ebony
Paint the sun out of the sky
That rains over me

Black sun rain on me
I need, one, blacksun
Rain on me, rain on me

Tie me to my blackness there
Taken to the dark edges of
My wicked memories

Pain my soul in indigo, and ebony for me
No colour seen in my eyes, none in my eyes
Emotions stripped to bone
I see inside the heart of me

No colours in the heart of me
No colour run in my veins
I hold the black to my breast
It bleeds over me
With darkness come, my fear is seen
My fear is real, my fear is me.